I am damn bored. I need entertainment. Can anyone please amuse or entertain me please? I've just found out that all these while i'm in this short term thingy is because I'm bored to death and out of my mind during the holidays. So, to keep me entertained, I look for people to be my short-term holiday buddy! And so, I think, Karma is biting me back in the arse and it's kinda painful. This holiday, despite the fact that I am that damn bored half to death, I must resist having any holiday buddy. I will stay home, in which is what i am currently.....

I have anger issue.
I have just smashed the glass door.
I can't stand it.
I can't stand living here.

Sha said you're assuming skills are forever.

Sometimes i wonder if some people thinks that im in no mood or anything because of him.
Well, partly it is because i miss him. but most of it is because of stress, things i have to handle, things i have to remind myself, things i have to prepare for the future. Had to handle group assignments stuff, when i come back home, it's all messy and such, piles of plates, glasses everywhere, rubbish overflowing, and so on lah. It added up to my stress and nearly made me go crazy, that i decided to stay out from home for two nights. that was stress free! i was the most richess homeless girl ever!

So, that is why i really need to go back to Kuching. I need to go crazy, because i've decided to try and be how i used to be with improvements...well am trying to be a better self. So, i think i just need to get away, thats it.

I have to admit that i am quite moody this semester, it's not that fun like how it used to be. maybe this semester's fun are a bit different from last semester's fun. This semester's fun is like clubbing-ish-kinda fun? lol. Well i guess i should embrace it anyhow eh?

p/s: i love my advisors! they kept reminding me of everything and kept listening to my things. Thank you for not judging without knowing. lol.

Later days,
Double Zee.

What goes Up! Must Come Down.
They say life's a rollercoaster.
I say life is how you want it to be. haha.

Hamish's book is so funny!

Im coming home.

Later days,
Double Zee.

Dont Wanna Try.....

It's just a title of a song. lol.
I feel a bit better today and I think that I should just go back to the days when I used to take things as it comes and living life to the max as much as possible. lol.

Later days,
Double Zee.

Happy belated birthday Jonathan Chin Yung Yik

Yea, I talked to him on his birthday. Just want to say happy birthday!
Turning a year older..erkk baruk jak 24. what the eff man! Anyways,

Happy 24th Birthday!

And coming soon. Tuesday. Tune in. Lol.

There will come to a point in our life that when we think about it, we hoped that we could go back in time and changed the past.

But who are we kidding? We could never changed the past nor go back in time to change it. I guess we just have to remind ourselves that, Things Do Happen For A Reason, even when everything did not go accordingly to what we want and how we expect to it to happen.

Life's a bitch ain't it? I'm just living it!

Right now, I kept on thinking and reminded about the night that I walked out. I kept on wondering, what if I stopped and looked back and stay there. Would everything still be the same like before? Would things be like how it is now? Oh how I wish~ things would go back like before.

Later days,

Double Zee.