Sha said you're assuming skills are forever.

Sometimes i wonder if some people thinks that im in no mood or anything because of him.
Well, partly it is because i miss him. but most of it is because of stress, things i have to handle, things i have to remind myself, things i have to prepare for the future. Had to handle group assignments stuff, when i come back home, it's all messy and such, piles of plates, glasses everywhere, rubbish overflowing, and so on lah. It added up to my stress and nearly made me go crazy, that i decided to stay out from home for two nights. that was stress free! i was the most richess homeless girl ever!

So, that is why i really need to go back to Kuching. I need to go crazy, because i've decided to try and be how i used to be with improvements...well am trying to be a better self. So, i think i just need to get away, thats it.

I have to admit that i am quite moody this semester, it's not that fun like how it used to be. maybe this semester's fun are a bit different from last semester's fun. This semester's fun is like clubbing-ish-kinda fun? lol. Well i guess i should embrace it anyhow eh?

p/s: i love my advisors! they kept reminding me of everything and kept listening to my things. Thank you for not judging without knowing. lol.

Later days,
Double Zee.

What goes Up! Must Come Down.
They say life's a rollercoaster.
I say life is how you want it to be. haha.

Hamish's book is so funny!

Im coming home.

Later days,
Double Zee.

Dont Wanna Try.....

It's just a title of a song. lol.
I feel a bit better today and I think that I should just go back to the days when I used to take things as it comes and living life to the max as much as possible. lol.

Later days,
Double Zee.

Happy belated birthday Jonathan Chin Yung Yik

Yea, I talked to him on his birthday. Just want to say happy birthday!
Turning a year older..erkk baruk jak 24. what the eff man! Anyways,

Happy 24th Birthday!

And coming soon. Tuesday. Tune in. Lol.

There will come to a point in our life that when we think about it, we hoped that we could go back in time and changed the past.

But who are we kidding? We could never changed the past nor go back in time to change it. I guess we just have to remind ourselves that, Things Do Happen For A Reason, even when everything did not go accordingly to what we want and how we expect to it to happen.

Life's a bitch ain't it? I'm just living it!

Right now, I kept on thinking and reminded about the night that I walked out. I kept on wondering, what if I stopped and looked back and stay there. Would everything still be the same like before? Would things be like how it is now? Oh how I wish~ things would go back like before.

Later days,

Double Zee.

Day Two Of Turning Everything Around

Yes, at times I still reminisce de old times. But hey, life must go on right? So this is what I did today.

I was supposed to wake up morning and clean my room but i overslept, woke up around noon. I went out for lunch with Imping, Haziq, and Apis at Bali. *SUPER CHEAP LUNCH BOX* We sort of hanged out there for quite awhile then, went to Bentley to buy some stuff. I went to IGA while the guys hanged out at Deli. Gentlemen right? leaving me alone carrying all those groceries. lol. Then I joined them. We talked about lots of stuff today. Huu... here's what i learn from them:

1. if a guy can get a girl easily, they are legend, they are cool!

2. if a girl can get a guy easily as in lots of guys, they are cheap!

There I thought, where's the fairness in that?

And tonight we went to Uni for Pasar Malam. Yes! It's that time of year again. There was alot of people and a few hot! cute! people! lol. I ate Ramli Burger! huhu! I went there with Azri, Deska, Imping and Ninoy and met up with Aen, Rin, Naz, Shahzy, Nurjas and bumped into Kak Iz & Nekcik Nor there. Ate Ramli burger with teh tarik! whuhh!!!! Then went back home and I feel like sleeping now. Lol.

Oh. dad called and he asked me to come home for summer. but i said no. im going to work for next semester. and i told him that i sort of got interview for the job thing but im not asking for permission from him for me to work. Call me disrespectful, but i need to find my own cash for me to live here.

Later days,

Double Zee.

Day One Of Turning Everything Around

Bought stuff that I needed today. Actually, i dont really need it. but i do need the book. A book.

So, day 1
Watch movies with your movie partner and so, today I watched two movies, I could go on til night but I was kinda tired after the second movie.

The first movie I watched was ASTRO BOY.

He was actually the son of a genius scientist and he's genius too. But he didn't listen to his father and died. haha. Then, his father created a robot who looks like his son and have memories of his son. Anyways, this movie is about finding your purpose in life.

Second movie I watched would be FAME. It has been awhile in the cinemas but i just had time to watch it today.

This movie is about how students are coping with their university life in order to pursue their dreams. The choices, decisions, friends, relationships, what students are going through before getting out into the real world and the harsh reality of life. It's good though.

So tomorrow would be getting into work thing. So cherrios.

Later days,

Double Zee.